to much in my mind
finally friday is here i think im happy
i cant sleep at nigth my brain is over, and thinking about evrything.
my flesh craves; tho my soul says no.
its so hard to not give in tonite.
but tommrow will be the same battle, and i wont figth.
i hate knowing this. but i think it is what i want.
today i had a huge religion debate in lunch, which made me realize how ignorant people are. and that really made me wanna be a followower of god again
i want to. im trying. kind of. this is just to hard.
too deep into the world.
not wanting to get out.
my flesh desires plesure,
my soul knows to not give in.
i know better
just being a hard headed.
..
tommrow i have school, kinda excited. dont know what is going to end up going down, but im up for it. i dont care.
then youth group well see how it goes..
and now hearing worship, is weird. i know the lyrics. sing them. yet i feel nothing.
i want your presecne$ your love. its there$ im searching not giving up.
i know your there$ i just want to touch one more time..
goodnite