lala.

…

there just this one band that makes me realize how close i am to you.
how much of a retard i am for walking away.
but then i realize thats what i want. i walked away cause i wanted to.
i dont regret it. 
but i wonder where will i be, if i still followed you.
what would have happened if i carried your will.
would i be in nica, miami, or somewhere else?
my faiith still there.
slowly realizing it should be put on you.

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don’t turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I’m not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I’ll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don’t fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world’s sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

(Chorus 2x)

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you

I’ll never let you go

(Chorus 2x)