December 2009
12 posts
battle.
theres a battle going inside my head.
2 sides to go. which to choose? i know your the only way. i wanna go the other way, but you keep tugging my heart. questions fill my head, questions i never thougth. friends say they are there, where are they when you need them. they just gossip, and talk about their lifes. what about me? do u remmember i exist,
but yet you send one amazing friend, that...
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iwriteon:
“how could this happen to me. i made my mistakes, got no where to run. the night goes on and starts fading away. im sick of this life, i just want to scream. how could this happen to me” - simple plan.
“wish i could fly. if i flied away, i would never come back. doesnt matter how much i try or how much i do life is still a bitch to me. go to sleep pist and wake up wanting to...
Your ruining my life. Thank u very much -_-
-sincerely, me
life is taking about chances..
migth as well take them, and no regrets. tomorrow i will send out some messages to people i have really been wanting to talk to, and that i have procrastinated it too long.
a bottle can only hold so much water before it brakes, a person could only hold back so many tears before it bursts..
I hate doubting you, but it so hard believing in you.
….
now you pulled me near you
when we’re close i fear you
still im afraid to tell you
all that i’ve done
are you done forgiving?
or can you look pass my pretending?
Lord i’m so tired of defending
what i’ve become
what have i become?
I hate this.
:(
I wanna end this….
“Is there in the whole world a being who would have the right to forgive and...”
– Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov
wtf is going on?!
i wish i could talk to you..
sometimes i just cant wait to leave this shitty place…
i wanna start all over. live life to my fullest.
no one telling me what is rigth, what is wrong.
ill figure it out on my own.
exactly how it is..
And I have seen the devil in this place And I lost myself when my friends found the grave When you’re this far from Heaven It’s hard to keep the faith.. I’m barely holding on I can’t wait to Lay down my guns and lift my hands